Wednesday, November 2, 2011

Wild Horse Mind


Maybe it’s autumn and the stirring of leaves, a warm wind blowing out of the south one day, a cool, damp wind blowing out of the north the next. Or maybe it’s living on the prairie, knowing winter will surely come to freeze us temporarily in place. Whatever the reason, my wild horse mind is restless—zigzagging, stomping at the ground, rearing up. My time on the cushion lately is an exercise in REINING IN. It feels like this:

The candles should be further back.

Come back…

The shadows on the crystal lotus make it look like an Area 51 alien.

Come back…

Trees. Druids. Did Druids meditate?

Come back…

I should think about not thinking.

Come back…

Venison roast and fingerling potatoes for dinner?

Come back…

The dog’s breathing is more settled than mine. He meditates. He doesn’t have to TRY to meditate.

Come back…

Shoes in the dryer. Tympani.

Come back…

Papers to grade. Laundry. Work on the literary project stuff. Dishes. Blogs for class. Where are my blue socks? Do I still have those blue socks?

Come back…

Stay…

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